In this fast world no one cares what happens to other human being, then how can someone feel what goes inside one’s own heart & mind. There has been constant fight within our own heart .This conflict is so old and primitive that one can relate this with the origination of human existence.
This fight cant been seen with naked eye but very well experienced the moment we go to bed and close our eyes. This fight is so violent that human mind fails to reciprocate the action it creates .This is antardwandh (The fight within). Antardwandh is that confusion which always compels human beings to fight for survival. Its that war of thoughts and unspoken words that defines life’s course .One cannot assure whether this war will ever end. We may be free as human being but are we really free from our unspoken rules and regulations that dominate our life. This whole journey called life is the unending war within one self.
This violence cant be stopped till death bed. Quest of human being is not gaining lots of name ,fame, luxury but its a journey to conquer that inner fight . There are lots of unanswered questions that we are born with. Those unanswered questions haunt us lifelong .The question of survival is based upon those questions .And whole life people follow those questions to get peace of mind and heart.
It has been a constant fight since the time i came to know about myself.A fight that is making me restless and is always there burning like an oil field.Unable to control that fire i have chosen it to give it a creative outlook.
Through a series of imagination trying to create the inner fight and let the world to see how this fire take a shape and guide me to fulfill my desire .The below video is an attempt by me to capture the essence of the inner fighting.
